I constantly feel bad.. I feel so sad, I feel invisible… My boyfriend is so sweet with me and says me lots of compliments but I just can’t feel beautiful… I feel ugly, and most of all I feel invisible… I don’t think I’m nice or good enough, and I feel so lonely… I don’t wanna feel like this… Today I was sad, I realize that I was eating too less and I eat some nutella in a slice of bread to demonstrate myself I was not going to be anorexic, then I run on the cyclette untill I burned the kcal I ate. I adore pizza but now I just can’t digest it. I want to thank you…. Now that I’m here on tumblr I know there is someone that can understand me… I’m preoccupied…. I’m really sad… I would like to stay strong now but I just wanna cry… Sending you a thousands hugs…